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selective suffering | A Poem
This piece sits in the tension of wanting and losing, of not knowing which kind of pain will follow. It explores longing, identity, and the quiet struggle of becoming someone you didn’t plan to be, while still choosing to move forward anyway.
May 52 min read


What Remains: I Will Not, But I Want To | A Poem
A short, straightforward, blunt poem about the internal conflict that arrises when self-restraint and lingering desire collide. Between refusal and want existing at the same time without resolution. It moves through anger dissolving into something more vulnerable, and what remains after the anger fades, and what lingers underneath even when we insist we will not return to it.
May 51 min read


the alchemist | A Poem
A revisited poem from my archives about transformation, devotion, and the strange alchemy of loving someone who feels like they change everything they touch. The Alchemist lingers in that space between admiration and transformation, and the strange way some people can feel like they transmute the world around them.
May 52 min read


late night train melancholy | A Poem
Written after a night out in Boston, this poem came from unexpectedly finding myself in Mission Hill, a place tied to an earlier version of my life. It explores nostalgia, memory, and the strange way certain places can hold onto who we used to be, even as we keep moving forward.
May 42 min read


cafe | A Poem
Inspired by a Robert Frost poem discussed in class (the title now lost to memory), this piece explores the quiet weight of inertia, the ache of stillness, and the pull toward motion and connection. With threads of introspection, Hawaiian language, and poetic uncertainty, the speaker reckons with what it means to remain unseen—and what it might take to move. The meaning is yours to interpret.
Oct 1, 20252 min read


Reclaiming Attention: Going Against the Grain of Binge Culture
After years of doomscrolling and passive consumption, I realized I wasn’t engaging with art—I was escaping from boredom. This post explores how I’ve been retraining my attention, reigniting critical thinking, and learning to meet good storytelling halfway. From analyzing film to letting myself rest without guilt, this is about reclaiming my relationship with art, one intentional choice at a time.
Sep 3, 202522 min read






