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What Remains: I Will Not, But I Want To | A Poem

  • May 5
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Close-up of a woman's face in grayscale, overlaid with "I Will Not But I Want To" text. Moody background with faint patterns.

I Will Not, But I Want To

when the indignation melts away

in its place, like a tidal wave:


ache

yearn

miss


so fiercely, i fear it will

unmake me


but I will not crawl

never again will I:


condense

shy

hesitate


but oh—how part of me wishes to be on my knees

worshiping you again.



Concluding Thoughts

A very straight forward, blunt poem, nothing to really read into. Nothing much for me to add and share.

"To write poetry worth any salt, one must be deeply disturbed—mentally, emotionally, spiritually, physically." —Anony Moose.

—Bair✍︎

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Rated 5 out of 5 stars.

Your prose illustrates so beautifully the feeling of loss and heartbreak… your use of imagery transports me to my own memories. Beautiful work

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Bair Klos is a New Adult, fantasy author, podcaster, blogger, and avid worldbuilder from Boston, MA.

 

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Bair Klos is a New Adult, fantasy author, podcaster, and avid worldbuilder from Boston, MA. When she's not writing, Bair enjoys spending time with friends and family, and going out to afternoon tea.

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